As I get older and slowly ingrain TRP (not all of it, just the stuff I find important) I realize I have less time to waste on girls who don't want to fuck immediately. I know it sounds demanding but I'm at a point in my life (21) where I want to work on my goals, ambitions, and future. When I hangout with a girl the first time, I expect to fuck either the first date or the second meeting. And I DO my part and make them aware.

I hate that I'll get a text about small talk, or snapchats that I do not want to answer AT ALL after a date. I have ZERO desire to talk unless planning to hangout because it's truly pointless unless I'm working towards or am in a committed relationship. I hate; truly hate getting a text the day after a date that isn't related to meeting up and accepting that our interaction is solely based on me wanting to sleep with you and move on.

And this leads me to just remove her number and find someone else. I went on a date the other day (last post). It went well. She's been blowing up my phone. I either don't reply, or reply in a inordinate amount of time because I look at it, and think, "there's no point in conversing, I have nothing to say". I could hold a convo, but it won't accomplish anything". She sent me a twitter post which was a picture of someone and a "funny caption". She sent the photo and said, "this was me on our date". It was not funny, and it was a pointless message. Hence why I replied a day later saying, "sorry I just saw this". Because there's nothing either of us are accomplishing from acknowledging this stupid joke.

I hate that I may sound like a douche; if at all. I think I just throw my idea of every girl in the same barrel without realizing some are not the same as others. But social media, and all this online interaction bullshit has caused this. And I guess it's just my job to accept it and work around it. Just a rant before I go out tonight lol.