Need you guys to tell me to stop being a pussy

Was fwb’s with an HB9 for 7 months barely texting and only hanging out once a week. The chick was getting Dm’s from famous athletes and celebrities on a consistent basis.

She pushed for a relationship and I declined knowing that I had to grow as a person and go talk to girls I found attractive. I was sitting comfortably knowing I had prime pussy every week and didn’t address my approach anxiety.

Here I am a month later, haven’t approached any girls and definitely catching onetis for one I let go.

I’ve read the sidebar and I know I’m going to get flamed. Just wanted confirmation that I can’t reach out to her and your guy’s thoughts on what my gameplan should be moving forward.

Appreciate the sub