I'm in my late 20s, about 170lb, lifting 5 days a week, and I'm in a phd program. I guess you could say it took me a little while to swallow the pill, but I've had it swallowed for about a year now. I was a philosophy major in undergrad, so I was more concerned with the soundness and validity of the red pill, and it's limits, than its implementation. I wanted to be sure of its correctness before deciding to swallow.

I have several hobbies (music, hunting, running, video games, exotic pet, coffee snob, into high end scotch, finance, and hockey). Quite naturally alpha (read the sex god method and thought, "Oh, lol, been doing this with sluts for years!"), and have a natural talent for socializing, and bantering with anyone.

However, recently, I've found myself simply unsatisfied. Bored with the coffee, still a student so the scotch isn't frequent, music is a chore, video games simply antagonize me, the difficulty of studying finance ontop of my academics just wears my brain out, and it's not hockey season for another three months. My pet is cool, but even she isn't as fun as she once was.

Sorry for the wall of text, but I really have no close males on my level to vent, discuss, rage to. Like I said, I was a philosopher in undergrad, and because of such, I get supremely bored with most (if not all) conversations. Especially with peers with which I study. I obviously need new friends, but this town is tiny. I hit bars about three times a week to cruise for tail, I only fap once a day, and I recently quit smoking. Currently only taking cold showers, and really, REALLY, cracking down on my diet. Dieting has never been a problem, as I was once an all-american. So the discipline isn't something newly learned.

So wtf is my problem? I wouldn't say I'm "burnt out" or "relapsing", but that I'm simply bored. Maybe "looking to be entertained" by life or gains or goals accomplished or improving myself is the wrong way to look at it. But the "neverendingness" of the constant requirement to improve is starting to get old.

Suggestions on breaking out of my bubble? I don't think I need to "back off" or "tone down" my pursuits (like I said discipline isn't really a problem). But I definitely need something to kinda refresh things.

TLDR; I'm being a bitch. Somebody call me a bitch.