I'm a student studying abroad. I have a plate I'm nailing here, I'm keeping it very casual since she's a muslim and nobody can find out (lol), she's all over me and literally begs for me to come and fuck her every time.

While back at home for summer vacation, I met this other girl who was my boss for this temp job; best sex of my life. Prettiest poonani I have ever seen in real life or pictures. She was basically hitting on me and I just took the hint and we ended up having crazy rabbit sex for 2 months. We have nothing in common except for sex and watching the same tv shows, not to mention she has lots of issues since she's been living on her own since the age of 13 (she's 25 now), had relationships with adult pedophile fuckboys and in general is very awkward. When I left the country we agreed to keep contact, but never had "the talk" (great!) and she wasn't pushing for it.

I have no idea why but I'm developing oneitis for this plate. I can't help but think about her even when I'm with the muslim girl, even though the muslim girl is more attractive overall.

At first we were texting and sending naughty pics, but now nothing. She stopped initiating and seems like I lost that plate.

The same girl who a week ago was asking me not to break her heart, who told me she's starting to fall for me and has feelings etc now isn't initiating and seems like her interest has fallen to zero.

Obviously I care enough about her to post this here. Any advice will be helpful

Last contact was a week ago, me sending her a semi-nude of my ripped self and her replying "Oh wow..". That's it. The same day I sent her a parcel (overseas, will take a week+- to arrive) since she has a birthday in a week+- so I put in a piece of chocolate and a card with a cocky 2-lined birthday wish.

inb4 GFTOW