See my LTR is deciding to go to a pool party that she was invited to go by one of her coworkers. We recently got into a huge argument, in which she blocked me on certain apps and has recently started posting more. She says she’s lost some respect and trust in me, which makes sense since at times I’ve been very overtly aggressive.

There’s two choices I can make. Don’t go, and tell her I won’t be making it, have fun and stay safe. This shows some abundance, and allows me to work on myself a bit more. We’ve been very dry lately, and despite this she told me last night she’s been dreaming non stop of me fucking her, but I keep getting on her nerves. I replied yeah seems like it. Overall she seems a bit all over the place, and I have been dreading her in the from of being less affectionate, and not being responsive showing little to no emotion.

Or, I can go to this pool party she invited me to go to(she said she already said yes so she’s going with or without me) and gain a fuck ton of social proof through talking/charming a lot of women, and peacocking(6’3 240 pounds ripped, on trenbolone). I really don’t want to go to this party because I’m not happy at all with how she’s trying to punish me, and her hypergamy is at an all time high since she’s clearly lacking direction and strength in our relationship.

So don’t go and continue to dread with less affection and continue to improve myself/distance myself for a potential breakup, or go to this pool party and garner as soak up as muck social proof as possible, despite me feeling like this is being in her frame a bit.

Give me some nice feedback, no sugar coating