Ltr of 1.5 years, plated for a few years beforehand in which I just pulled out. She got the bc put in for me about a year ago, and she’s had side effects ever since(mood swings, no libido(common with implant)) and we’ve gotten into some major fights when we didn’t use to fight before. Right now she gives me sex pretty much so I don’t leave her, but gets horny around once a week naturally. She wants to remove it because of this, and wants to have sex “that she actually wants” more. Thing is I haven’t worn a condom in a very very long time, and feel literally nothing with them. That and the fact that I feel like they’re a barrier, like I don’t feel connected to the person when I’m using it like I normally would without it. Instead of making love it becomes sticking my dick in an inanimate object. When she told me she wanted it out, it sounds like a no brained right? More sex, more often, that she actually wants, just wear a condom? But as I’ve thought about it more and more I realized I’m heavily against it. To the point if I had to wear one I feel like there’s barely a point in sex, and I don’t mind the other side effects. I feel heartless for thinking like this but nonetheless here I am. She’s against other forms of bc(iud) because of some cervical scares in the past, and any other bc will release the same chemicals that give her side effects so I have no idea what to do. Please help.