I feel that I understand most of the red pill concepts, but I don't really get it if that makes sense. I can see the truths of it in everyone, but I feel I don't know how to actually become red pill or use this information. I can work hard on my own life, make my focus my passions and career and all of that, but when it comes to actually applying red pill stuff to social concepts I have no clue how. I almost just want to lead my life the way I want and if I say or act beta then just say "fuck it" because I still have my life and the things I want.

Yet, I have this strong desire to be the alpha in every group/ setting I can. I guess I don't really know how to do this and that's what I'm trying to ask