I've been seeing two girls for the past 2 months. One lives back home and we see each other every couple of weeks. The other lives here and we hang out most weekends unless I'm OT. Both think they're in an exclusive LTR with me and don't know about each other. I know that goes against TRP principles and I do feel guilty as I know I should either pick one or disclose the situation to them.

Long story short, my LDR and I are in a relationship on Facebook. The MLTR who lives here is blocked and doesn't think I have a Facebook and even posted pics of us on hers and put she's in a relationship no long ago.

I know this is snake shit I'm doing. For awhile I was spinning plates but decided to LTR one and another around the same time and I've been torn for awhile on what to do. I had a feeling it was going to blow up on me and last week the LTR who lives here started flipping on me one morning out of the blue, basically insinuating that I'm cheating. The night before I had told her I was leaving town for the weekend. I drove her home and didn't communicate with her for about 3 days since I saw it as a shit test and decided to soft next.

Since, she has pretty much broke it off. Questioned me over text why I have female toiletries in my bathroom and tells me "you know how I feel about you" and "I still care or else I wouldn't bother" but says she wishes I respected her to be more open and not keep secrets. Agreed to spend last weekend together but she bailed last minute and says she's going out with some friends. Haven't spoken for about 5 days but I crept her Facebook and she's in a relationship with some beta orbiter who she even told me about earlier on. I know she wanted fidelity and exclusivity. I'm contemplating breaking it off with the LDR and offering to come clean with this girl because we have a lot in common and I know she'd do anything for me. Hell, I think she might have even know about my other for awhile but when I soft nexted her it broke the camels back.

TLDR; tried to have my cake and eat it too. MLTR found out about the other, goes nuclear and branch swings to beta. Too late to fix it?