Hey guys long time lurker here I am dealing with this guilt that rests on my shoulders. I dated a 35 HB7 for 16 months. During the 16 months of our relationship she had two miscarriages due to a health condition. Ultimately I decided to end things in December. By February I got in a relationship with 19 HB8 and have been in the relationship for two years. At age 29 I love the dynamic of her she’s submissive,sweet and passively cheating 24/7 but hey such is social media in 2020. I am worried in particular due to the amount of guilt I feel in my heart towards my ex. I kind of feel like a asshole for upgrading to a younger woman who can actually have kids. It’s like there is this constant guilt in the back of my mind. How do I get over these negative feedback loops and thoughts??? Before you guys offer generic advice like “spin more plates” or “ “abundance mentality” realize these aspects of my life. I’m 29 well traveled, college educated and have had sex with over 35 women not including various hookers. I really want a solid relationship with this younger woman but the lingering thoughts of what I did to my ex get to me. Any advice ?