Well guys, tonight I just experienced my first of many flakes.

I noticed when I was at the place of the meet up for about 15 minutes. Did not see her, so I left. And let me tell you, it fucking sucks.

This experience for some reason humbled me in a way. Maybe my ego was too much after all my game experience. But you know what? The sun still fucking rises. I was not going to let this flake ruin/affect my happiness. So I just walked to the nearest restaurant and ate a badass burger!

Yes this, at first, hurt a bit. But life is too short to worry about someone not interested in you. And by the way I got two more "dates" this weekend, so I know for sure I'm going to have a good time even if they don't work out.

That's what I have learned tonight: to be outcome independent.

P.S. - My apologizes for any grammar mistakes as I'm typing this on my phone.