Ok so here’s what my ocd does to me:

Before fucking, I get intrusive thoughts about not being able to get hard and once I go and smash, I only get hard from blowjobs and go soft from sex

After fucking, I get intrusive thoughts about pregnancy anxiety even tho while I was fingering her she told me “in case ur wondering what that is, it’s my birth control” and I nutted on her tits

I also get intrusive thoughts about getting stds or one day If I become super rich she would surprise me with a surprise baby or false accusations

Idk if I’m overthinking or this is normal after a ONS. Now I think I’m asexual or some shit