So here is the deal. Ive been in a LTR with this girl for 4 years now. She broke up with me a few days ago because "we are too different". This came pretty much out of nowhere so I feel like complete shit right now. So we just had a conversation over the phone where I stated that I want to work stuff out with her. She told me she needs time and then we can go somewhere and talk things through (2 weeks). Now she said that till then she wants to be single and kiss others when she feels like it and so should I. I told her thats alright as Ill do the same but that Ill dump her ass immediately when she fucks someone else. She told me she'd let me know if she feels like doing so so I can end it beforehand. So we talked a bit about our relationship. She told me shes no longer attracted to me for a while now (weirdly this was a problem a while ago as her libido sucked but lately we had awesome sex) So here I sit completely lost and in need of some advice as this is my first experience with a "break". What is my best bet here? How do I get the most out of this? Somewhere I want to try to figure this shit out with her cause I love the girl. Somewhere I want to sink this ship. Im not sure yet. But till then, how do I remain sane and get my balls back cause im feeling like a bitch right now.