Been going out for the past couple of years now mainly in college and though I have nearly oblittered my AA and become much more open to having fun and letting loose, sometimes to the detriment of getting laid, there are still things that fuck me up in cases where I could easily pull and I don't.

For example, I'm naturally a really social guy. Thus meeting people, conversing with people is a joy for me and this has helped me create social proof anywhere I go. From this social proof i've had women approach me and show interest in me and due to my sticking points I fuck up. It's much more painful to see attraction evapaorate from someone interested in you than to see a rejection from someone who isn't in you.

Sticking point:

1) Near Zero sexuality. I grew up in a sexually repressed household and because of that I don't know how to express myself in a sexual manner. Even when I did get laid, majority of the time it was always the women that initiated it and I just followed along. But you'd think after a couple of lays, I'd be more sexually open but no. I'm closed off and this is killing my chances majorly.

What I don't understand is that I'm willing to open myself up to rejection by approaching a ton of people and be cool with it but when a girl approaches me and I don't escalate, I feel angry and depressed at myself. It's like a mental block settles with the notion 'don't freaking touch'. Tbh I don't like anyone touching me period. I'm always uncomfortable with people's touch.

So yes, how do I get out of my own way and start getting physical with girls?