Not only am I new to the Red Pill, I am also fairly new to Reddit. Please forgive me for not being familiar with/implementing the acronyms that I see here.

I am not an "orbiter" so to speak (maybe I am without knowing it), or a nice guy. If I know a girl will not give me sex, I immediately cut her off unless I genuinely want to be friends with her (which isn't too often, but sometimes I do). I don't stick around just for her to use me.

Anyways, I need to know why I don't get attention from girls. Or moreso, how to solve the problem.

I am in a big party school with a lot of girls that are dtf. I actually did hook up with a girl last Saturday. It was my first time having sex in two and a half years. I am a black belt in taekwondo, reasonably fit, reasonably good looking (https://imgur.com/gallery/qeULP). My friends that are girls are in constant disbelief that I am not rolling in pussy, or at least in some sort of relationship.

The problem is that I have a lot of depression and social anxiety. It's a chore just to be around people. When I have the opportunity to talk to women, if they want to talk to me or even have sex, I'll be in a depressive episode and I will not want to, or I'll have anxiety and panic and say that I have other things to do (even though I know that I will beat myself up for it later).

I'm also just not good with girls in general. I'm not good at talking to them, and I'm not good at picking up on innuendos and undertones (for example, she's trying to flirt). I almost feel as if I have borderline autism in which socializing and picking up social ques is difficult, especially with girls. I'm also terrible at making sexual advances

Can anyone give me advice?