Hello, I am at a crossroads in life and need some advice. I have been browsing Intel forums for the past year, and I've found reading black pill related stuff is very addicting. The issue is that it's consuming my life, and the longer I read incel/black pill threads, the more time I'm wasting and feeling shitty. Basically I am obsessed with the idea that looks are the basis for sexual attraction. The degree of 'truth' of the black pill is not what I am concerned about right now. Right now, I am 23 and have one last opportunity to finish university on my parents dime. I can either a) continue reading depressing lookism forums about how my genetics suck or b) quit ALL forums like this and focus on getting A's and B's, as well as socializing.

There is so much for me to learn, and it is extremely worth it to finish school, but If I continue reading black pill/incel forums and doing pain killers, I will not graduate and I will be suicidal.

Should I make it my goal to not open another black pill/red pill thread for the next two years?

Although the red pill has good advice, I believe it is best if I apply red pill principles, but stay off all of these forums. They are not good for me anymore.

edit: I am done with drugs too. I believe I should focus entirely on education and socializing