Hi RP community. I discovered the Red Pill in June 2016. I am a 19 year old virgin. Unlike others asking questions here, my life is a little more “unconventional” than what you guys have seen before. I wrote a life story piece that you guys can view to help understand my situation (it was originally going be to an asktrp post but decided against that due to the certain things in it). It’s very long though, so I only recommend only reading the Background, High School, Winter 2016, and Summer 2016 sections. They are bolded for seperation. If you’re bored, feel free to read it all, you’ll be surprised at how I changed and all that stuff.

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I know I sound like a bitch in that thing, but trust me, I improved and am not like that anymore...for the most part.

Alright, for this post, I just want to focus on losing my virginity as it keeps coming to my mind. Winter 2016 and currently Summer 2016 taught me a lot. It is where my physical SMV increased too. Women of many SMV range of seem to noticed my SMV (physically). The older women generally seem to be extra helpful and active with me compared to my brother. Younger girls check me out but seem to be afraid to talk. Overall, my I am treated better by females since I improved. I rate myself as 8 on an average day and if I didn’t have glasses (I fucking hate these things and I can’t wear contacts for medical reasons) and no acne on my forehead, I would be a 9 (both my sister and mom told me those are the only things holding me back). I now look like a mix between a pretty boy and rugged handsome man in my opinion. Unfortunately, I am not photogenic, which sucks for online dating. Anyways, you get the point.

What I need to to improve on is my social life and gain confidence with actually interacting with girls. I still to this day don’t have any actual friends I can call up and go out. Of course, the red pill taught me that there is no life-long friends like those fiction stories, but still I need social practice and proof. I still have that speech problem but it’s mostly under control. I walk and stand like a confident Alpha male. My trouble is actually doing the conversation with the women I am attracted to. I can do well with men and unattractive women, but...you get the idea. Some help is needed.

Also, check out my okcupid profile. I know I look like unphotogenic shit in the photos. Girls seem to to a look at my profile then leave without messaging. If they saw me IRL, they would become aroused like the other girls.

Also, some more tips can help. I lift already.