Hi I'm 20 and a Junior in a big State University and suffer from depression. Im 5'9 150 lbs and have been lifting for like 3 years. I've done stronglifts up to 250 lb squat and a similar deadlift weight. Im a computer science major and have a 3.9 gpa. I think I bother my few friends by asking them to do stuff too much. Basically I'm really lonely and probably come off as needy. I have 2 pictures on my "dating" apps. A professional headshot and a photo of me splitting logs so you can see that I'm sort of built. Most of my matches are butt ugly like 3/4 out of 10. It's really demoralizing to think I've been lifting for so long and this is the best I can get? Like how big do I have to fucking get to attract a half decent girl. I also tried going to a bar on campus a couple days ago. Meet an African guy in line and talked to him a little when we went in. And some bimbo recognized me from a gen Ed we had and I ended up talking to her for a little. Most of the bar is a bunch of freshman girls who moved in like 2 days ago. I tried saying something to 1 girl and she just grinned and kept walking. Other people I stood awkwardly around for a few mins before introducing myself and it didn't go anywhere. I've been working on my diet, lifting, and I still can't seem to make any progress. At the end of the summer I matched with one of my sister's friends on tinder who is not bad looking. She's known for being kind of loose and we ended up fucking after the third date. I don't want to wait until I'm 35 and then see someone who's been with 100s of guys and now just wants my money.