Hello everyone. I want to start by saying im very happy with my life. The way red pill has changed my worldview is huge. I very much appreciate everything this new frame of mind has given me.

Short bit, I was as blue pill as they come not too long ago. I started learning red pill truths on my own but could never bring it all together. I discovered red pill after a girlfriend cheated and I went strait to anger and wanting to better myself. I took a few months to lurk, read and learn. Once I started applying everything, my life took a 180 turn. The topic I want to focus on today is specifically woman, and a LTR. After applying many red pill teachings, I found so much success with ONS and plates. At first it was so amazing. I could pull just about any girl I actually wanted. I could spin 3-4 plates at a time no problem. All HB7 and above.

After awhile on of my plates really caught my interest. So we moved up to FWB. I gave it some time to catch the any red flags. During this time my other plates started to bore me. Tried fresh ones, but couldnt make it worth my time. Once I vetted her, and she started looking for more commitment, I decided to give her that. The amount of time and energy I put into her I get back 5 fold. Its a great setup. She lives 45 mins away so its very easy for me to dictate when we see eachother. She is extremely loyal and obedient. Holding true to all my red pill teachings, I enjoy this relationship. I do have feelings for her.

But this is where my issue is. What I feel for her is nothing like what I used to feel in my preTPR relationships. Theres no butterflies. Theres no swooning or missing her. I could ghost her today and my life would carry on as it is.  Achaan Cha's story about the glass comes in strong here. My question and seeking for feedback here is, Is this how it is supposed to be? I dont care one way or another, but the diffrence is noticeable enough for me to think about it. Thanks guys merry christmas