HB8 that works in the same office as me. Spent the last month or so flirting and staring at each other. I didn’t escalate any further due to “ don’t shit where you eat”.

Anyway last weekend I met her and some work colleagues for a drink. It was the first time I’d seen her wear make up and out side of work.

She was wearing revealing and provocative clothing exposing her stomach and tight trousers with one hell of an ass and nice legs.

Instantly promoted her to HB9.

Think I lost frame by blurting out at the bar “you look lovely” it’s just came out. She didn’t respond and I just cringed inside.

I bailed and spent rest of the night chatting to a HB6 and I was pretty drunk.

The HB9 came over and joined in the convo looking intently in my eyes and started asking questions like well statements to be precise saying I’ve bet I’ve fucked loads of girls blah blah I replied if you want my N count I’ll tell you in the morning.

I really wanted to fuck this girl offered her to come to my home in a cab. She responded I’m not that easy.

She’s 23 and told me she’s only had sex with two guys which I think is bull shit most like a shit test.

Can’t get this girl out of my head sometimes not sure if it’s oneitis or narcissism cos I day dream about hate fucking her.

She’s been reassigned to another city for a month. When she returns I’ll just play it cool and professional and not force the issue.