Hello RP, Been reading for a year or so, posted a few replies. I understand all the frame work and psychological aspect of all the theories and such. Some are a bit of a rant, and we all know that.

Anyhow, I am curious, rather looking for a bit of advice. Not to toot my horn, but I am cool guy, alpha looking. I partake in all the alpha exercises. IE ride motorcyles, leather, good dancer, actor, lift, hike, meditate, travel frequently. You get the picture.

I am 22 and hit a new spot in my life, I have always been crazy adhd dude until I hit around 17, when social constructs started creeping into my frame. Anyhow I discovered i am really good and enjoy theater, it makes me happy. But instead of mysterious dude, i am crazy theater art student.

Long story short, I know all the alpha icons of the century, Marlon Brando, Clint, James Dean, were all a bit crazy. I see the light once i go ballz deep and succeed i will be my own frame, as well as hold that particular frame. How does one keep going through the suffering until I hit that point??

I noticed this post is a bit of conscious rant, again, your thoughts, Thank you

Jb