Hello fuckers.

There's a girl I know for more than 5 years. We were in a LDR 5 years ago, I cheated and had my first sex, I was 16 then, and I told her that I cheated after our 2 months of our LDR. She was depressed for like 1-2 years.

We're in the same city now.

A year ago, I had another girlfriend but I cheated with this girl... Don't judge me. She was happy with her situation and I dumped the other girl. We we're still FWBs, but I wanted to be with her, she deserved it with her actions.

Yesterday, she said she would like to talk about something. Of course I knew what she'd say but she said something totally different, at least for my part.

She kissed me, hugged me, hold my hand as always but as we sit, her mood came down.

She said that she's neglecting herself, she's always thinking about me, she sometimes found herself checking my likes on Instagram for hours and I'll never be her guy, as she said like I came to the world just for "fucking more and more women". Whoa, like I didn't know about that.

For half an hour, she continued with her self-deprecating speech. I was getting tired of it so I told her to cut it short with a smirk on my face. As I wanted to be exclusive with her, that drama sounded funny.

Then boom, she said she can't see my anymore. I knew this was final test. She was almost crying and I told her "like you can do that..." with a laughter.

I told her, "I know you're in love with me, yeah?", I was looking her in the eyes but as you can expect, she was nervous AF.

She said, "I'm in love and that's gonna kill me slowly"

That was deep bro.

I hold her chin and looked her in the eyes, I knew I was piercing with that look. I told her "I like her too and we can try it", "be a good girl like always and everything will be fine"

NOW, FOR THE QUESTION.

The confusing part was, she was not asking for a relationship but she said that we shouldn't see each other, I'll never be loyal, that's killing her and my mission is fucking all the women in the fucking world.

Yeah, we're in that LTR now. She seemed shocked when I agreed with fucking only her. We had a great day.

Why she tried to split though instead of asking for a relationship? Is that a good or bad thing?

Thanks gents.