Twenty years old, male. I do really concern about my appearance and behaviour, there's some sort of vibe I give, and I don't know how do I change it, if I really need to change it, or as it's best, how to turn this behaviour into maximum profit. What I do mean by that is pretty often people frequently and obsessively telling me that I am really good, cute BOY. At my job I've been told things like those so many times I am unable to comprehend it right now. It lead me to the point where older women turn their maternal instincts, they either defend me if I debate with other males or bring me food. There was one time where woman basically yelled at everyone insanely until I came and she almost immediately calmed down. I've heard women saying I look THAT innocent. At university mostly I've been on good terms with girls who also tend to turn on their maternal instinct. I've seen women bringing and buying me medicine when I was unable to buy it by myself being a couch potato, they cooked me things like cookies, pies, etc. Also, which basically put me in shock, even female professors pulled me out of having bad marks. There was a time where I was struggling with subject and I still didn't have to pass an exam since, as I have also been told, "took pity".

It also lead me to relationship, but it ended as fast as it begun, within three months. I have been told if I don't start to act like a man, who leads, I'll soon be dropped, which in my opinion would have happened anyway. She told me that I don't need a woman and she feels unwanted. I had had several attempts to have sex, yet it almost unbearably failed since I wasn't comfortable in my own shell, thinking about performance. What really, really bothered me when my ex-GF told that I do really act like a boy in front of girls and it can be perceived as if with sixth-sense.

What the fuck do I do? How do I turn this into maximum profit?