Because i never did anything major or hard by myself, and because i rarely go outside of comfort zone, i can't "force" myself at all. At school, with eating and gaining mass, approaching girls etc.

What i use to feel when im studying a little more then usuall is nervousness, tiredness, sweat, anger, like battle in myself against it.

Does that mean i need to push boundaries of comfort, with studying something that is right now hard or boring?