Been in a LTR for three years. Since high school. Both 20. Everything was going good till recently around the holidays she became distant even said “sorry I’ve been distant”.Around the holidays is when I’m not myself since the loss of my brother in 2018. I believe I was turning beta and started losing frame (stopped working out/buying clothes higher if my smv).She never really was distant and always made time for me. Then I started to see that she brought back her social media. She made a new Snapchat (xxxxsins) xxx= her name.(like cmon lol) on top of that she never added me i had to add her. We snapped a lot on her old account (nudes). She Brought back her Instagram and when I followed her she unfollowed people “he’s just a friend!!!” (tyrones). Then she did it again when I saw her tiktok and who she followed (tyrones) when I brought up her tik tok the next day I seen she had unfollowed them. She tells me she would never do anything to hurt me she even put it on her mom (lol) and that revenge is not the answer. She also wrote a two page letter to me telling me how much she loves me. Your probably asking why I’m still putting up with this. When I quit my job for school about two years ago and got hit by another car she held me down with rides/food anything I needed.but now it’s been almost a year since she held down a job as she’s going to school (online class lol). I pay 90% of the time now(beta bucks). A couple years ago she caught me talking to other girls on snap she always brings this up when I call her out on her suspicious activity saying what I did was worse. I stopped spinning plates because of her as she’s a 9/10 good genes athletic body (oneitis). I call her out on her suspicious activity saying what I did was worse. Our sex life is pretty good as we fuck everyday or at least some head. At this point I think she at least emotional cheated like I did. Thoughts?