This is just ridiculous.

I dont' have an idea why am I here writing this but let's see where does it goes.

The thing, the idea of life. The creation. Is this a cosmic joke? That awareness. Must be a joke. Mistake.

The roles we play, the identities we believe. All is non-sense. The sufferings we have, the joy we experience. Does it even have a place in this universe? A meaning? I'm just asking, actually don't expect an answer.

Theredpill? Yes, cool stuff. Really. It made me realize that I lived my whole life for nothing. A HUGE NOTHING. I did nothing for myself, I lived for other's expectations. I took the words of others, we all do that. We live in other's dreams, dreams like studying university or making lots of money. Fuck money seriously. Wish I could tell it has no signicicant value over anything If people just could realize it's just a fucking paper. A FOCKING PAPER that I WOULD WIPE MY ASS FOR. Whenever you submit the system, you are just becoming one of the ballsuckers in the whole world. Mmmh yeah belieeeve. Wish I had balls enough to say fuck everything and go live in the wilderness and die there. Disappear into nothing. I'm just a coward a pussyfaggot. Haha I love that word PUSS-Y-FAG-GOT. Women? Sex? Achievements? Nofap? Porn? Hahaha seroilsy. Just stop for a second and notice this. Notice. You are the great awareness and you are totally wasting your breathe. Setting up bullshit achievements and you try to achieve them. Putting your dick inside teh vagina. Ohhh ohhh yes I'm the aplha the zeus the mascluine. What would you do if you were the only person in this world? Whould you even care?

This post has no direction man, you don't read if you wish. It is even funnier when I put this to end yeah im done