Alright so I've been on here for a few (maybe 6-7) months now and I think I've been doing better but I'm kinda confused, I can throughly explain all the bullshit I've learned on here in detail and I can help a friend out when they're approaching or whatever they're doing but when it comes around to it I just choke up. I don't understand wtf is going on, because it's not constant, sometimes I'm very social and I can execute everything I talked about but most times I can't. So idk what I should do