I was a blue pill in denial until about 2 weeks ago. I was good at picking up chicks at bars and clubs because i had good SMV at face value. Job, Looks, Confidence. My issue was follow ups, I displayed too much beta bullshit. I would try and have deep and meaning full convos via text vomit inevitably i would dry up pussies within 2 days after sleeping with them.

Swallowed red pill, now have 5 plates spinning. Tinder game is strong, bar game strong, date game strong, getting laid nearly every night.

My only issue is I have one girl from my blue pill life i cant seem to next just yet. She lives in another state, i met her last year, we get on really well. She has come to visit me twice. both times I only slept with her twice when it should have been twenty times.

We talk on facebook every couple of weeks but convos are extremely one sided. I told her last time she visited that i didnt want anything serious because i was getting vibes she wanted to say that to me and i needed to save face. That worked and now our dynamic is more friends with benefits.

I am still putting her pussy on a pedestal for a number of reasons. First she is a solid 9 with a solid 10 personality (my opinion)(2/3 naughty, 1/3 nice), when we are with each other its like we are partners in crime. Second she will move to my state in next 2 years, better employment opportunities, she has family here and prefers my city to her city. Thirdly, she has an aunty that is essentially a billionaire, who is old, no kids, and this girl is the favourite niece. She will inherit that money within next 2 decades for sure. This girl is the kind of girl I would marry.

I think my best option is to just man up and next her, maybe just keep lines of communication open for the future and reevaluate her if and when she ever moves to my city.

Would you guys agree? All my current plates are boring as fuck when i compare them to this other girl. I am just using these plates for sex. None of the are LTR worthy.