Theoretically I know Red Pill quite intimately. I could answer most questions in a way if which TRP would approve. I've read the sidebar, many books and been apart of the manosphere for 3+ years.

I lift (195lbs, 10%BF) I got high distinctions at uni, I have an internship lined up and in discussions with investors right now for the product Im developing.

When it comes to women though, I just can't. Hate is a strong word, I don't like what they are. "Dont blame a fish for being a fish" but what if you simply don't like fish?

I dont use game on women. A girl I met at uni the other day said "you look good" after not seeing her for a few years. My response "thanks". I feel like game = performance. An entertainment act for women which I'm not interested in indulging them with.

I know I can get laid without game. Just go on 10 tinder dates and I will have 1-2 fuck buddies in a month,or simply respond to a 6. However again I'm not interested in this and my pile of new matches is ever increasing, untouched.

I just really don't like women, the lack of respect, empathy and rationality. A women is rational until you say something that goes against her emotional agenda. A women is empathetic until you say or do something she disagrees with. A women is respectful when it is socially required of her. Extremely self-centered.

Even when a women is "in love with you" and will do anything for you (or at least she says she will) she will still somehow hold you back. When she says she wants to be with you she's actually saying she doesnt want to feel lonely. When she says she wants you to suceed she's actually saying she wants her man to suceed.

I think I'm just going total 180 on seeking female validation. I know a lot of hard working women, most are of previous generations however, well into their 40's. Seems that post-wall women have the ability to be more level headed. Most women pre-wall are extremely lazy however, at least in my experience - they've never done a day of hard work in their lives.

I dont want to sound like a bitter neckbeard whos angry at women who arent throwing themselves at me. I also equally despise the fat and ugly ones. The fat ones because losing weight is one if the eaisest things to do in self improvement, and it will dramatically increase the quality of their lives, but they cant do it. I hate the ugly ones for constantly being interested in me, I hate their arrogance of thinking I'd settle for them, and I'm in full knowledge if they where hot their humble personality would evaporate in an instance. I especially despise the wanna-be-slut. A girl who would do everything in her power to be used and abused, but no guy wants to.

I value my relationships with men more. I really enjoy the feeling that doing something for my friends will only strengthen our relationship. Shouting a mate a coffee or helping him finish a project. If he's of any character he is dying to return the favor. Men understand gratitude and respect. An act if kindness to a man goes a long, long way. To be kind to a women is a waste of time. She will not appreciate it or even want it.

Thats enough of my rant. I have no desire to talk to or "try" for women. I don't want to give them anything. Not my time, money, company or conversation. The only issue is I'm of course sexually attrcated to them, or at least sexually attracted to this version of what a women is in my head, that doesn't exist.

I realise I will be singke for the rest of my life, even if I'm in an LTR. I have to learn to live with that.