Im 17 , been a nice guy for a long part of my life and thus never really got all i wanted with women. I’ve done some research on the red pill , even finished reading rational male the first one. I don’t know why but i guess im finding hard to swallow the pill , so im just here to ask , how do internalize it 100% where it becomes not even a part of one’s life but simply, one’s life? appreciated fellas🙏🏽