Since Reddit removed their mobile browser last week I've not been on TRP as much, stopping my addiction to the site. But since I've stopped reading daily (for nearly a year now) why women aren't relevant and learning new general psychology, I've turned into a huge beta in social situations.

I think reading TRP regularly helps keep you in a similar state of mind to other 'aspiring alphas' who read the site. Reading comments and discussions where brutally honest opinions are given and people cut to the important points is helpful and healthy to prevent falling back into BP social norms.

But it's really fucked with me how much of a pussy I've turned back into. I realised I usually need to read something 'empowering' from TRP before I go to a social event. Otherwise my social skills are highly lacking. I thought by a year now I'd have improved heavily. I obviously have in many ways but I saw some friends yesterday with real charisma and it blew me away how fucking confident they were. I felt so small.

Does anyone else rely on TRP to the frequency I've just described? After reading for an hour or so today I feel a lot better. Or is this simply addiction and withdrawal?