Hey guys I'm new to this whole Red Pill thing so bare with me.

Just a little background on me, I'm currently a 17 year old guy with heavy anxiety which has been restricting my ability to talk to girls (until this year when I lost all my acne and actually worked on appearance, which caused me to gain confidence, on top of that i make music and girls love that shit I guess).

So I've been fucking around for about this whole year. I've been having relationships that last about a week until we both get tired of each other and then either one of us finds someone else or just piss the other off enough to just break it off and be friends.

This month I found a girl that I actually like. Like we never run out of shit to talk about and haven't fucked in our couple months of talking. We both are catching feelings very quick and actually decided to push it up to the next level and be a couple. We were perfectly fine in my eyes. Always talking, always hanging out, sometimes we fought because I like to smoke and drink but that is usually it.

The other night she decided that we need to break it off and talk a bit more because we are going a bit to fast for both of our paces (I disagreed completely the whole night to the point where I just told her I'm going to bed and not gonna listen to anymore of it because she is gonna get her way anyways whether I like it or not), I'm confused as to why she randomly decided to do this when we were doing perfectly fine in the relationship and nothing was really wrong. When we broke it off and are just talking now we literally act exactly the fucking same as we did before. Like what the fuck?

I'm just confused on if she is talking to more guys than just me? Or if she just wants freedom to do whatever she wants to do? I haven't talked to any other girl than her (other than my close friends who I have never had any sexual relationship with). I see her talking to other guys coming into play but she denies it every time and says I can have her Snapchat if i Need it. Just need advice!

Thanks guys. Rip on me for being beta all you want. Just confused asf at what is happening.