Somethieng i dont understand. bipolar Ex fuked me/my ego up 6 months ago. now i just want to fuck with every girl and flex on everybody and raise my smv to make that ex look like a fool while i laugh. Get hotter girls than her and fuck with her(not just her but everyone old family members etc) All i wanna do is play girls it fuels me. Now my friend says its a waste of time and she doesnt care(might be true might not) but i dont understand why hes telling me that when i use the ex as a motivator. I mean i flex on girls i barely know and they get jelous so i would think an ex would get mind fucked from that since im a dif person. It seems like flexing fuels me getting the most girls fuels me and i have fun from it. I fucking love when girls call me a fuckboy I take it as a compliment. fuels my ego lol. Is this revenge a waste of time? im actually improving and it drives me forward so..I use that ex to fuel me and im not sure if my friend was trying to bring down my motivation. You guys can say do it for yourself but my motivation goes away

its not just the ex its society too and everyone it fuels me all i want to do is pump and dump get as many hoes as i can and raise my smv to the highest(which everyone should do) and just fuck with society. when i see girls trying to flex sex i flex all the hoes i got infront there face its funny and whiteknights are angry but ur smv goes up. The girls attraction goes up its like a domino effect. Only way to win is being a douche. You gotta be a "piece of shit" to have succes. Your attention is a powerful tool

now the only reason im questioning myself is cause my rp buddy was making comments about this and he knows me. then again he is in a relationship and living with a girl for two months and i know that would bring his testosterone down and could be trying to bring me down unintentionally

they say behave like others but think for yourself. doesnt make sense to me i gain alot of haters from not following that rule but i love it. I laugh at everyones attempts to shame me and it just leaves people not knowing what to do.. i dont think im in the anger phase im not mad at anyone or society im just hungry to fuck with everybody the system I like waking people up. Ltrs are a joke all girls cheat im not in the anger phase its just the truth

been on trp for two years alt account

Tldr: why would my friend say that and am i wasting my time if im actually bettering myself?