Sorry for block of post. I have this friend, lets call him Ray. I let Ray get into my head. Ray moved into my apt because he was apart of my team and my roomates agreed he was cool, plus hed be moving in December. When he first moved in we were pretty cool and we would just hang out and smoke alot since we were both away from our hometowns and had time to kill. Well 2 months pass and I start to see that he would do some shitty things to me and smoke alot of m shit without aot in return, but i wouldn't care or take him seriously, im better smv and better financially than he is so i was convinced he was just jealous. In the past he has tried to fight me, like twice actually. Now I dont really care about that but i dont want to be someones bitch and be used. After i made that decision for 2 days i didnt smoke anybody out or offer my pen. So me him, a roomate and another friend of ours are smoking in my roomates room and were just talking. this was one of the ties where I was low on trees but i was cool with just chilling and they used my card and i smoke the out alot so i was sure they were going to smoke me out, no problem.

Well Ray offers me a dab, and this was a stupid fat dab so I had to go outside to get some fresh air and sweat and cough it out. Well I say thanks, do my bussiness and come back and the door is locked. Im confused so I knock and I hear nothing. My other roomate looks at me from his room and says "They lock you out?". Im standing there looking like an idiot so i say fuck them and just lay in bed. They walk out and the door opens and Ray walks into my room and says "Aye youre just killing our vibe. Just give me some space, I dont want there to be a fight between us or anything." i just say "ok its good ok" and ever since then ive just been indifferent torwards him and my friend and roomate for not saying shit.

Now, 2 months after ive pushed alot of people away he says "Hey, sorry for what i said a while back, i was just mad. Something was up and sorry." When he said this i said the same thing "ok, yeah, ok" and I left for work. Since then i havent contacted him but that whole situation fucked me up. 1 because he said i was killing their vibes when he and only him something against me. and 2 ever since that night ive been thinking that everyone has been against me. He hangs out with literally everybody I do but since that night ive slowly pushed everybody in my college town own away. The past two months i thought I killed everyones vibe so whenever all our friends came over Ive sat in my room and just watched netflix. I even applied for the college closer to my hometown because i feel like ive burned alot of bridges over here with my paranoia. So honestly I dont know what to do, ive started to become a dick to my roomates and other friends and now im just creating a stigma for myself that aint good.