I'm 25 I'm losing my hair. My vehicle was repossessed. I lost my job a week ago. I lost my self respect 3 years ago when I started fapping to tranny porn. I'm sick as hell mentally. I don't know my next move in life. Is it suicide because I suck at life period. I just need a guiding voice I am in darkness. That is all I ask:How can I leave rock bottom?