Hey all.

I'm cutting straight to the point: I used to be pretty damn popular when I was younger (~15-16), then I met a girl who I stayed with for 8 years. Wasn't a beta bitch (at this point), was purple if anything. Lost my job at 21, recession hit, and she stayed with me for a few years until she dumped me (by this point I was a beta bitch).

I'm multi-talented, have atistic, photographyic, musical skills. I lift (though I need to start doing it more again), I'm cool going out and doing things alone (I see it as a spiritual experience). I'm 6'3", toned, blonde hair blue eyes, yet I haven't been laid in over a year now. Honestly, I just think I'm bad at picking up signals/IOIs. Not only that, but I am literally surrounded by beta males, who have told me several times they wouldn't let me near their female friends for fear I'd 'break them'. I don't get invited out anywhere, I've been shunned out of all my social circles and I'm feeling so put down I've thought of suicide at least three times (all my lowest points).

I need this shit fixed, and I'm in desperate need of advice. Anything you ca give because I'm struggling really badly, socially.

EDIT: I'm only 25...