Hi all. I've lurked on the TRP subreddits and suggested blogs for years and finally summoned the courage to post. How do I take the first step towards getting a better life? I have most of the big stuff checked off -have had stable job, finishing a college degree, in LTR with previously-virgin girl I really really like, "'okay" body... but I am deeply dissatisfied. Why?

I'm about to graduate and get a good job that pays decent with good room for growth, but I am just not looking forward to it. Or anything. So I retreat into food and video games and forget about it but the total lack of satisfaction is still there.. Has anyone else felt this way?