Hey, fellas, 26yo here, been in LTR for about 6 years, have sex about everyday possible, she often initiates.

I usually feel horny and want sex but for some reason when we get to it I don't really feel that desire. Used porn excessively (3x/day, but nothing too weird, would even cum to girls dancing on youtube and w.e), been away from it for about 3 weeks.

Seems to me that I used porn to escape the vulnerability of needing women for sexual please, does that make sense to anyone? Any tips on how to embrace that more masculine side during sex?