• On and off girl I see. She's got high SMV, I'm lower but I guess I'm the most alpha she knows. She doesn't want to be seen with me in public.

  • Says she's looking for something stable and grounded this time, w exclusivity.

  • I post some things on my story that basically dread her.

  • She says the vibe isn't the same (this is our third time together) as before and we're on different levels as I'm "wild and vibrant" and she's "looking to settle" and she's not sure she can make space for me in her new life, the attraction isn't the same. I don't reply to this.

-She calls me to meet up where she basically backs out of what she said above, so we make out but we don't fuck, (she's a virgin) although her mind was "on some crazy thoughts". I tell her I can give her some exclusivity, but I'll be fucking casually this summer. She "feels defeated".

  • She hits me up on text, we talk briefly and she doesn't reply and hasn't in three days, which from our history, usually leads to a breakup. Her last message was "It's gonna be a six long months with you", after I said I'd try to behave myself this summer, to which I replied "May it be the best six months of your life."

Where did I go wrong? Is this a shit test to see if I'll budge?