The last time I had sex was a month ago when my (ex) girlfriend of 3 years left the country. This will be the first time I have gone a month without having sex in 6 years. For the first time since my early teen years I find myself an incel, with all of the girls I know who are sexually interested in me, in long term relationships.

I don't know why but this one month thing is a number that is stuck in my head. Should I get an escort to give myself another month to try and get laid again?