So its officially my 14th day on this forum. I can honestly say ive grabbed 20 plus numbers. Had one cold approach IRL and two walk bys (bitch outs) god knows how many planned dates. Only 6 out of god knows how many happened.

Ive got two plates im spinning but I chose to drop them both. They are too clingy and im busy enough that i just chose to let them drop. I have a revolving door of irons in the fire.

That said, i feel like i might be going too hard too fast.

Im exhausted and starting to feel anxious and overwhelmed. I just want to take a night off but i dont want to miss an opportunity. I feel like i have 25 years to make up.

I dont know if yoy guys can tell but I struggle with all or nothing mentality haha. Im a recovering addict and i dont understand the concepts of balance or moderation. I am working on it daily.

Wow, just realized ive still been coming from scarcity mentality.

I guess I just partially answered my own question.

Going to slow down my online game. Keep some women saved for when I have more SMV.

Im genuinely thinking I might burn through the entire city before ive even finished a read through of TRM.