Is that it? From now on, my every relationship with women is going to be shallow, meaningless as fuck? I will never feel the "spiritual warmth" of a girl again, right?

Shit man. Sometimes I feel like I wish it could be different. I love fucking, sex but sometimes I miss that feeling of warmth. Science(evolutionary psychology etc) makes you able to do things, but I feel like it takes the meaning/magic from most of them. And without meaning/magic, things become incredibly unimportant, insignificant, worthless.

I mean, I'd love to fuck the best woman ever lived in human history. It would make me incredibly happy for an hour but then, that's it.

I feel like living the MGTOW life, except not fucking the girls. I don't want to hangout with girls. I don't want to share any single shit with them. I only want to fuck them, and kick them out of my house.

BTW let me say that for you, "MaN ThE FuCk UP bRO DoN'T Be A PuSSeY".