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I’m in this grind of unplugging since November 2017, and heck it has been painful. Not really sure on what stage I’m on, but I think the worst part is in the past. It was hard getting past the denial stage.

Anyways, I’m starting to see the world as it is. It’s not pretty, but there’s little I can do about it, better embrace the chaos.

This week I went to a massage parlor due to neck pain and to get some tail. These hookers are cold af. They get railed for a living and in the evening cuddle up with their clueless boyfriends. *On a side note, how do you game/manipulate them in order to pay less or don’t at all? Srs question, I have no idea on how to apply dark triad

The deal is: being RP aware is making me depressive (been there for a couple years before, prescribed pills and everything). Im always analyzing a certain situation with the Red Pill lens and it’s annoying. The “think as you want, act like others” principle is sometimes too hard to stick with. I guess I was happier before and I didn’t know it.

What can I do about it besides having a healthy routine and meditating?

take care, peace