I wanna be a cold blooded spciopath like not give a fuck what anyone says. I havent been in school aince I was 18 am 22 now and have been socially isolated having gone months with no himan contaxt bwforem. Logically Im aware that its my mental illness and this is just apart of the circle of life darwinism if you but I wanna be more hardcore and just torally not give a fuck be a toral sociopath. Also I am going to a monasterey to fylfill this also migjt het my degree online and ONLY online so I dont surround myself with idiots and can continue being isolated.