First post. To start off I swallowed the pill about a year before my grandfather passed away. He was a huge part of my life and possibly the most naturally red pill man I knew. I feel as though he would be dissapointed in me. Its been 2 years since then and I have changed tremendously both in mind and body. I have no problem getting with women. In fact I have never had more success. Yet. The sex is starting to feel numb. I have a girlfriend. I love her deeply. Shes a year younger than me. me being 19 her 18. We live seperately. I work two jobs and spend the remainder of the time spinning plates and smoking weed. I have no idea why she stays with me. She's aware of some of my plates. Never questions me. Stopped checking my phone weeks ago. Everytime she comes over we make great love and talk deeply for a day or two. She cooks when I ask. Cleans when I ask. Sucks. Swallows. Trys to take it up the ass. Loyal as they come. Possibly my unicorn. I'm a little manic right now so bare with me on my format of this paragraph.

I just can't stop fucking hoes bros. Feels great to sleep with them. Hurts my brain and my heart when I see her text messages after I'm done.