Hi guys,

I’m really struggling with anxiety, drugs, weight, stress, food control and waking up in the morning.

Whenever I do get a girl I get nervous that I won’t get hard and have a slice of Viagra, I have had treatment for genital warts over the last 2 years also and they also said I had something else beginning with an M that resorts in small bumps.

This has destroyed my sexual confidence, my attempts at monk mode have left me with all of the above getting worse. It seems I am trapped in Groundhog Day. If I stay in I fail if I go out I’m surrounded by bad influences and I have a recreational drug problem.

I’ve been seeing a therapist and they think I have bad anxiety, he is a Male and seems ok but sometimes I just think he’s speaks out his backside.

My whole life is imploding and i feel I’m stuck I really need help and if anyone can help me with all my problems I would appreciate it so much because I really have nobody in life to turn to and have no parents. I used to go to the gym 4 days a week and got athletic but I think my body is stressed out and it’s causing more bad than good.

This sub has made me independent and I am the centre point of my life but I’m just out of control mentally and I can’t come back