I gave her the first soft next in our relationship and the anxiety from me leaving even for a short period like scared the shit out of her. All of a sudden she went from mediocre to super sweet, super lovey, let me wreck her butthole, even said she loves me for the first time. Like complete 180 even though it was a very brief soft next.

Is the next this powerful or is there something else going on...? It went from like me feeling like I'm chasing her to her being way too in love with me in like a day.