Hi. English isn't my mother tongue so bear with me. I have this issue for a while and it is unsufferable now. I don't have anything to do, anything. I lift, go to the classes, read some and sleep. When I'm with bros I got nothing to talk about, nothing. Back then I was the one who talks and everbody listen and normally a good deep conversation would grow with their comments but now because I don't start a conversation, they don't either.

I'm also noticing that this doing nothing shit started to change the way I see the world. When I think what would I do when I go out, I only have one option in mind, go to a caffee and chat some friends. That's just it. Nothing else comes to my mind. It feels like my brain kills the neural pathways when I don't use them and keeps alive the ones are used. Even in the smallest things.

It has come to a point that when I think of making money, enterpreneurship etc. I know I can make money but a second and deeper self of mine believes that "You can't earn money because the other people earns it all and there's nothing left to you. It seemed more sick now because this is the first time I wrote out this shit.

What I want to know is that what should I do. Take action, OK, but what is that action exactly? You can think of me as a newborn baby because that's exatly what I am. Nothing is going on lately and I'm just puttin some muscles on, eating, sleeping, learning, etc. So I'm open to any suggestions brothers.

I can't actually express myself because of the language problem but I just hope someone will understand. Thanks in advance.