Just turned 18.

I've often found myself at home reading TRP, motivated to go and and ask a girl out. But as soon as i'm out there, i just completely shut down my sexual intents towards girls.

I've never ever talked to a girl with a sexual intend, it just doesn't come naturally. Well, and since i don't make friends with girls, i rarely talk to them at all.

Well i guess i'm just looking for advice for how to actually get in the mindset that i'm gonna do it.

Also, i don't think fear of rejection is the problem. I actually don't even expect to get rejected.