Usually I don’t drink at all. Stopped drinking for a year or so. Only on rare occasions I drink but never get drunk.

Went out yesterday, was drunk as fuck and wrote a plate some blue pill shit.

Pisses me off and I’m seeing her regularly. Any advice how to deal with this when seeing her next time? I wanted to ignore her and/or hold my frame and ignore what I wrote. I’m pretty sure this lowered my value. Actually I don’t mind if it is any other plate but I have some weird, let me call it, relationship with her.

I can highly recommend to you all to stop alcohol.

Edit: forgot to mention what I wrote. Just wrote her “wish you were here”. We were in a club with friends and have seen her before. But she went home. Didn’t join us.