Graduated from hs last year and didn’t retain any1 as a friend from it. I burned a shit ton of bridges because I was friends with blue pilled retards. Seriously I was friends with all the wrong people in hs.

Been out of a LTR for 4 months after the hoe cheated on me, thats on me for ignoring every red flag in the fucking book.

I’m goin to county college and I have maybe 3-4 friends that I speak to weekly (child hood friends)

I thought it’d be a good idea to reconnect with people from hs thru insta. I also got it for when I meet new people so I can possibly have an easier time finding new friends / prospects.

I’m unable to meet people rn because college is all-virtual and my classes are online, aka no interaction purgatory.

I’m looking into getting a job at my local mall so I can start to see people my age again, but my confidence is shot.

I guess my ultimate question is - what should I do to gain confidence and become more red pilled? Every time I talk to a girl I revert to my blue pilled simp ways. When I talk to guys I tend to become beta, I feel myself doing it. I have no shame admitting it, I feel like I’m at the bottom of the totem pole around here. I’ve been grinding and working on myself in the meantime (MMA, learning ukulele, working out, reading, consuming red pill content, etc), but I’m at a loss when it comes to interacting w people my age. Thanks in advance.